I have been sitting on this couch next to my significant other for about 5 hours and we have said all of 3 sentences to each other. How come? I am not really sure what is going on here, but I can say I am not sure it can be fixed.We have been living like this for months, and I don’t understand why.
Let me elaborate a bit. I absolutely love my other half, no doubt. But, I am not blind or dumb to not see that something is missing. When people ask “Oh, how are you two doing?” I want to respond with “AMAZING! COULDN’T BE BETTER.”
But, the sad truth is that I can’t. The response is always, “We’re okay.” That’s not good enough. Is it just the timing? I couldn’t picture life with anyone else, so whats the deal? I don’t want it to end and I won’t let it end, but are we both truly happy?
I can speak for myself, but I cannot speak for him. It sucks, because I feel as though he’s the unhappy one. I don’t know how to get him to tell me the truth. Or am I the unhappy one? That can’t be. I know I am happy. Or do I? I hope it all just boils down to stress. That’s all. I hope it’s nothing else.
This has been the most amazing 5 years of my life and I never want it to end. I just hope he feels the same.